Why I am not Exactly Looking Forward to Monday

(aka When the Christmas Break is Over)

First off, if you want to categorize me as a slacker or a person who hates school for no good reason, that is perfectly fine. Please do not hesitate to do so if you wish. I admit it, I'm lazy, but when I put my mind to something things usually turn out pretty good. And, I do hate school, but, I do not hate it just because I can. I can give you at least a few good reasons why I call school the "insane asylum" or the "gulag". So, here I go...

Reason #1

Well, okay, I am not going to be crybaby, and I am not going give you a bunch of B.S. on how nobody is nice to me, (even though very few people are actually not so retarded and occasionally act civilized towards me) but I am going to complain and whine a little bit here. So, anyway, enough of my rambling. If you know me, you know that I am rather quiet, and so people mistake me for someone who is a good listener, which I am not most of the time. So there I am, sitting there, while some random person is blabbing about how much their life sucks, how much they hate their parents, how much they want to move out of the house-- I've had enough of it. One of these days I may end up screaming at her to shut the *BEEP* up. Mind you, my life is not perfect, so I can occasionally sympathize with these people and listen, but I can't do it everyday, because, as my mother says, "[I am] as impatient as an ant". On the bright side, however there are a few people that I enjoy listening to and that will let me talk about myself once in a while, which is nice :-).

Reason #2

I have to admit I kind of like being a loner, as people leave you alone more often, but it does have a few disadvantages (at least in my case), such as really annoying people wanting to be your friend and never stop talking to you. I am thinking, though it wouldn't be very nice, I could start ignoring people and keep on walking when annoying people try to talk to me and (hopefully) we'll grow apart. Just a thought.

Reason #3

Okay, it really annoys me when people call me 'emo'. Not only do I think it's foolish to call someone that name just because they wear eyeliner or occasionally get upset, I think it's just rude, because, I'm assuming that 'emos' are the people that dwell in their sorrows for no good reason, and they put no effort into solving their problems. Therefore I cannot think why anybody in their right mind would be proud of being 'emo'. I'm assuming that I am called emo because I often wear dark colors (no, I'm not goth, I just like the color black. big deal.) and I LOVE Jeordie White/Twiggy Ramirez and Marilyn Manson. It also upsets me when I am called fat. Yeah, I'm overweight, I do need to lose weight for my health and self esteem, but to me, 'fat' means unattractive, and I know that I am not unattractive, even though I am not A-okay in the weight department and I'm not the best looking girl you've ever seen.

Reason #4

Most popular people at my school (note that I say most, not all) are jerks. They are completely close-minded on most levels, also, they curse too much. I don't mind having to listen to a little bit of cursing, but a lot annoys me.

Reason #5

I am really nervous because I don't know when another student is coming back from Floresville (which is the pleasanton junior high way of saying that he got in so much trouble that he got sent away). He was and is a MAJOR pain in the backside. I know it could happen any day, now, which makes it so horribly difficult for me to stay calm about it. Now, this student that I am talking about (I am not going to mention a name, here) is really rude, always gets in trouble, your typical "I-wanna-be-a-badass-gangsta-when-I-grow-up-just-like-my-daddy" kid. You know, the pathetic pants hanging low, the ridiculously large t-shirt, you get the idea, well, actually, he doesn't dress like that most of the time, he just acts like a person who would wear such and ensemble. There is also another kid that bothers me, again, I am not mentioning any names, but he is also a major pain in the backside. After the 1,000,000th time he said something rude to me, I got really upset and told him to fuck off. Now, he is acting like I brutally wronged him. The irony of this is that he is the one who did majority of the bullying, not me.

Reason #6

I don't know why, but I absolutely hate, despise, loathe, being around people, unless they are my family or my dear friends, which is why I really wish I could be home schooled.

That is it, dear readers! I am through whining and complaining, as I have got it all out of my system now. Feel free to leave a comment.